The Last Tear

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Someday would be the final day that anyone would die
Someday will be the final day that you would ever cry
For Christ Himself would wipe away the last tear from our eyes
What waits ahead for us surpasses all that lies behind

The greatest of our trials here is but for a moment
Compared to the Infinity of Eternity’s extent
The greatest of applauds we get now, will all fade into the Past
But only what is lived for Christ, that’s what will truly last

My goal is so you’ll always keep Eternity in view
Prioritizing what truly counts, in all you think and say and do
See, what if what appeals today is not what truly satisfies?
You were made for Living Water; the Spring that never dies

There is a final date
This world would meet its fate.
An End is drawing nigh
For all, for you and I.
And while I love to make you laugh
My greatest gift for thee*
Is to remind you that your story’s beyond what we can see
(*pardon my use of language more akin to KJV)

Remember your Creator now.
He still remembers you.
He knows your best
He knows your worst
He knows all that you’re going through.
His Precious Gift of Life Eternal’s still alive and well
A life sustained by Grace supernal, free from Sin and Hell

So come to God through Jesus Christ
While Time as yet remains.
Come drink the Living Water
He’ll wash away your stains.
He’ll make you new,
He’ll help you grow,
He’ll cleanse you, make you white as snow

Come in! Come in
The Door’s open wide.
He calls you, “Come inside.”

And as we stand before Him, the Day this life is done
One life may then be over, but our True Best Life has barely begun.

The grief of loss for loved ones gone
The questions asked to answers none
The worries that we’ve erstwhile borne
The pains they laid, will now be shorn

Our fears, all our infirmities, have faded at His Throne.
For now, for the very first time, we know as we are known.

And as the memory of the trials we have faced below cause a sparkle in our eyes
King Jesus Christ will wipe away the last tear from our eyes.

ON SCIENCE AND FAITH: Does Christianity Require a Flat Earth Perspective

It has been my joy to follow the developments of NASA’s Artemis II mission around the Moon, and to see the enthusiasm it’s bringing to this generation. In these times however, I have also become more aware of a prevailing perspective that the Earth is flat and, to my surprise, just how widespread this view is. Many also hold to this conviction for religious reasons and this gives them a sense of legitimacy to their position. While I respect everyone’s right to an opinion, it’s a topic that fascinates me to no end.

As a Bible teacher and a Geographer (who would still like to be an Astronaut someday 😉), here’s my perspective on this (and I would love to read yours too!)

A cursory read of Bible texts seem to imply a Flat Earth geocentric universe (that’s a Universe with a flat earth at its centre). It seemed to imply that the Sun, Moon and Stars were part of this system, taking their course across our skies. It’s largely rooted in the cosmology of the primary readers of the times, from the perspective of the authors. Some of the passages in question are poetic in structure, such as in Psalm 19:6

[The Sun’s] rising is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the end of them, and there is nothing hidden from its heat. 

In those days this was the prevailing view, even beyond Hebrew culture. Above this cosmos was where God, or the gods (depending on their theology) lived, while the dead would be relegated to nether regions of Sheol beneath. The core idea was that, over the cosmos, the One God is Creator and Lord over all, holding everything by His Power and in order.

But the world of science implies that the Earth is spherical, that it is one of the planets revolving around our Sun in a solar system, and that this is one of trillions of solar systems in the ‘known’ universe. I touched on this in the first episode of my show, CREATION’S WONDERS.

Proof of a Spherical Earth

To be fair to those who hold this view, the flat earth perspective isn’t entirely without intuitive appeal. From where we stand, the Earth does look and feel flat. The horizon appears level. We don’t feel ourselves hurtling through space at tens of thousands of kilometres per hour. And for much of human history, the greatest minds in the world shared this assumption. The flat earth community also raises questions about trusting institutions, photographic manipulation, and the reliability of government-backed science — concerns that, while I believe are misdirected here, come from a legitimate culture of questioning. It is worth engaging these honestly rather than dismissing them outright.

In light of these, here are a number of proofs I can highlight before we go forward as to why the Earth is spherical:

  1. Horizon Elevation: When ships sail away, they don’t just get smaller; the hull disappears first, followed by the mast. If the Earth were flat, the entire ship would remain visible. Also, as you climb higher up a tree or in a plane, your line of sight extends farther. The horizon appears farther away because you are seeing “around” the curve
  2. Lunar Eclipses: During a lunar eclipse, the Earth passes between the sun and moon, casting a curved shadow on the moon. This shadow is always round, which is only possible if the Earth is spherical
  3. Visibility of Stars: Different star constellations are visible from the Northern and Southern Hemispheres. For example, Polaris (the North Star) is not visible in the Southern Hemisphere, which would not happen on a flat plane.
  4. Circumnavigation: People have travelled around the world, such as Ferdinand Magellan’s expedition, returning to their starting point without ever encountering an edge
  5. Space Photography of Earth: Modern technology provides direct, high-quality images of Earth from satellites and astronauts in the International Space Station, showing a round, rotating planet.
  6. Modern Telecommunications and Travel: The functionality of satellite technology, global positioning systems (GPS), and radio propagation across long distances cannot be explained on a flat surface and requires calculations based on a spherical planet. Air travel and the installation of undersea cables are all based on calculations that take the curvature of the Earth into account. The very fact that you can read this online proves that these calculations are working.

The Bridge: Does this Negate My Faith?

So where’s the bridge? How does one encounter biblical perspectives while knowing these facts. It all comes down first to understanding WHY the Scriptures were written the way they were. I’ll start with an analogy.

In primary school we were taught that we breathe in oxygen and breathe out carbon dioxide. In later classes we learnt that both the air we breathe in and the air we breath out contain oxygen and carbon dioxide in different proportions (along with other gases). Our teachers did not lie to us. They simply emphasized what our minds needed and could grasp at the time.

Why the Bible Was Written That Way

The Scriptures weren’t written to explain everything about everything to everyone at every age. God inspired the writers — about 40 people across 1500 years — and their intellect with involved in writing such that the people of their time could understand what the texts were saying. The primary purpose of Scripture was to guide people to salvation; reconciling them to God through Christ. Like Paul the apostle wrote to his protegee, Timothy:

…from childhood you have known the Holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus. All Scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work. (2 Timothy 3:15-17)

That’s why its emphasis is God’s sovereignty in Creation, the Fall of Man in Sin, God’s workings with people in human history, Christ’s coming, His Death and Resurrection, the Church Age, Christ’s Return and the Coming Judgment, and the New Heaven and New Earth to come.

The Role of Science as Worship

Science on the other hand, and all of knowledge by extension, is a tool our Creator blessed us with to explore, discover and better appreciate His wisdom and intentionality in Creation. Theologians have believed for centuries that one of the ways God reveals Himself is through the creative order (Psalm 19, Romans 1:20), and so have many scientists. The Bible after all explains that the heavens declare the glory of God (Psalm 19:1). As a matter of fact, the father of the heliocentric model, Nicolaus Copernicus considered the solar system a “world-machine established in our behalf by the best and most systematic Builder of all.1” He said studying the order brings us to “wonder at the Artificer of all things, in Whom is all happiness and every good.2” As profound as these thoughts were, his perspective saw what we know as the solar system as the whole universe. This shows us that knowledge is expanding.

Nicolaus Copernicus, As quoted in Poland : The Knight Among Nations (1907) by Louis E. Van Norman, p. 290; also in The Language of God (2006) by Francis Collins, pp. 230-31

I believe that Science is the unfolding reach of our understanding to discover and make sense of the Universe that God has made. Our understanding is expanding the more we know, and the more we know the more we can see of the intricacies of His work. It fuels our worship to understand that the grandness of the Universe tells us the capability of the One we call God, and Who invites us to call Him Father.

Louis Pasteur as quoted in The Literary Digest (18 October 1902)

While we wrap our minds around these concepts, our Faith also lets us know that the physical laws of nature are not the ONLY rules guiding our existence.

Take the account in Joshua 10, where the Sun “stood still” over Gibeon. To the original readers, this was straightforward: the Sun moved across the sky, and God simply stopped it. Today, we understand that it is the Earth’s rotation that creates the appearance of the Sun’s movement. So what actually happened? If taken as a literal pause in Earth’s rotation, the physics are catastrophic. Inertia alone would produce winds of over 1,600 km/h, triggering tsunamis, volcanic eruptions, and the effective end of most life on Earth. None of that happened. So either the text is using phenomenological language (describing what was seen, not what mechanically occurred, much like we still say “sunrise” today) or God performed a miracle so precisely engineered that the physical consequences were suspended entirely. Both possibilities are consistent with a faith that believes in a God who is sovereign over the laws He authored. What the passage is really communicating is not a science lesson about celestial mechanics, but a theological statement: that God fights for His people, and that no battle is beyond His intervention.

The Author of this Story works within its plots and arcs towards His purpose.. This is what we call a Miracle. Miracles are part and parcel of this faith. The core of our belief is a Miracle, that God became a Man Who died, was buried, and resurrected to set us free. The Bible is full of miraculous invasions into the natural world, such as the Star of Bethlehem (which some debate whether it was a supernova, or a comet, or just that — a Star placed lightyears away before Christ was born) or the Red Sea parting, or rain falling after a drought. The difference for us is that we understand that Someone is working behind the scenes, giving purpose to it all.

The Two Books Perspective

Francis Bacon explained it this way, that God authored two distinct books: Scripture (theological truth) and Nature (scientific truth/Creation). These are complementary, not contradictory, and are both essential for our understanding.

Science and faith are not two fighters in opposing corners. They are two lenses through which we examine the same magnificent reality. The Book of Scripture tells us WHO made it all and WHY. The Book of Nature shows us HOW it was made and invites our endless wonder. A spherical, spinning Earth orbiting an average star in one of trillions of galaxies does not shrink God; it expands Him in our perspective. The deeper our knowledge reaches, the greater the One it points back to. You don’t have to choose between your Bible and your telescope. Pick up both.

References

1 Preface Letter to Pope Paul III as quoted by Edwin Arthur Burtt in The Metaphysical Foundations of Modern Physical Science (1925)

2 Introduction to De revolutionibus orbium coelestium (On the Revolutions of the Heavenly Spheres.

3 “Nicolaus Copernicus”, Wikiquote, https://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Nicolaus_Copernicus

4 “Louis Pasteur,” Wikiquote, https://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Louis_Pasteur

The Story Behind the Basic Writing Course

Back in February I put the word out that I would be hosting the Basic Writing Course to take writers through an intensive 8-week programme to sharpen our writing. The turnout has been more than I anticipated, and the experience is one that I am learning from as I reflect.

While the vision behind this has been on my heart for the past couple of years, it was a push from my pastor, Kola Johnson, that encouraged me to take the bold step to put it out there. It did not come at the most convenient time, as I still have a 9 to 5 and am currently in the middle of many projects here and there, but it has been my joy to pour into other writers through this course. I especially appreciate my awesome wife for her support through this season. We’re doing this together.

In the first module, we looked at how our identity goes far beyond writing, as we were invited to explore the motivations and hopes in their writing.

In the second module, while we observed how we appreciate the distinctive voices of our favourite writers, we examined why each of ours is important, and how to discover and sharpen it as we write.

And how! Reading the submissions by my students thus far has been a humbling experience. It’s been a window into hidden talents burning within, new ways to explore the world, and passions ready to burst forth with precision and clarity. I don’t take this for granted, and I let them know this. I take this assignment to steward them through this period with gravity and honour. I’m grateful to be a part of someone’s writing journey through this programme, arming them with the tools to put their writing out there with confidence and excellence.

I believe our creative desires have a divine root, and that anyone can write. I want to help people do it well.

If you’re part of the BWC 2026 Cohort and you’re reading this, I believe in you!

We’re heading into the third module of eight today, and I’m excited for all that lies ahead for us.

If you would like to be the first to know when further cohorts would hold, register at https://emmanuelonimisi.com/bwc

Inside Out 2 turns us Outside In

I recently got to watch Inside Out 2, the sequel to Pixar’s 2015 major ‘emotion’ picture (a tag line that the marketing team should get a raise for) which took the world by storm. I must say, this story moved me in ways beyond words. In this article I would be spoiling some details

Pixar: House of Feelings

Pixar has always excelled at making compelling stories out of the most unexpected characters, giving them arcs that are relatable to us in diverse ways. With each story and character arc, Pixar has succeeded in connecting with the hearts of viewers of all ages. With Inside Out, they took it up a notch. After giving toys feelings (Toy Story), giving vehicles feelings (Cars), giving rats feelings (Ratatouille), giving fishes feelings (Finding Nemo) and even giving monsters feelings (Monsters Inc.), Pixar actually gave feelings feelings! Inside Out is the story of a young girl names Riley Anderson, and of how her feelings played a role in the transitions of her growth through a life changing experience. With characters such as Joy, Sadness, Fear, Disgust and Anger residing within her mind, Inside Out took us through the rollercoaster of emotions she went through and taught a valid lesson for all: sadness is an important indicator that we need support, and it should not be shut down.

With Inside Out 2, Riley is becoming a teenager, and her feelings are about to get even weirder. Growing up to be a kind and exceptional young lady, her sense of self has been based on her core goodness, which is echoed in her words, “I am a good person.” But with puberty, new emotions develop that challenge her sense of self. Anxiety, Envy, Embarrassment and Ennui (with little cameos by Nostalgia) take up Riley’s headspace, as she tries to become like others she admires. The original five emotions (Joy and the gang) are literally bottled up and are set on an adventure to recover the Riley they know and love.

What got to Me

At the climax of the movie, Anxiety has made a mess of Riley’s life. At this stage Riley has lost her sense of self and her primary motivation is to get other people to like her. I could identify with this so much because, even beyond my teenage years, the desire to be affirmed and accepted has been a primary motivator for me and many of us for a long time. With Anxiety at her wits end, Riley realizes that, truly, she is not good enough. This pushes her into a panic attack.

When we realize that our attempts to align with the world’s perspectives and opinions will never truly succeed, if our goal has been to meet their standards, we would feel less than you ought to be. Many young people have found themselves here.

But this is where the emotions surprised me. Anxiety finally admits to Joy, “We don’t get to decide who Riley is.” And Joy realizes it too. All this time she had been trying to return Riley to her usual self by discarding any bad or painful memories, but now she allows Riley to learn from her mistakes those memories. Riley then gains something that is a valuable factor for everyone’s growth: self-awareness. Yes, she hasn’t been a good friend. Yes, she has messed up. Yes, she is not good enough. Yes, she wants to be at her best, but never measures up. But in that moment, Joy hugs her (it’s hard to describe this if you have not seen the movie), and the other emotions join in.

Awareness of our strengths and weaknesses primes us to be in the best position to receive the help we need and, best of all, to show grace to ourselves.

The makers of this movie did a really good job of illustrating the value of self-awareness in our growth, whether we be adolescents or adults.

My first key takeaway was that our emotions are only ‘indicators’ of how we feel. They should not be ‘directors’ of our actions, or determinants of our identities. Our feelings are not permanent. Know what is true and stick to it, no matter how your feelings go.

Also, awareness of our strengths and weaknesses primes us to be in the best position to receive the help we need and, best of all, to show grace to ourselves. The earlier we learn this, the better we would be. This is underlined at the end when Riley is asked if she made it into a team (something she had always desired), but while she wants to be on the team she is more open to the possibility of trying again if she fails. This time, she sees herself as more than her achievements or failures, and she can master them for her growth.

One of the biggest contradictions many believers face is reconciling our acclaimed righteousness with the failures and weaknesses we find in ourselves occasionally. Sometimes it feels hard to acknowledge them, and sometimes we may even feel they disqualify us before God and the people in our lives. But our weaknesses are reminders that we need the Savior, and He is always ready to help us.

Our worth is not in other’s perception of ourselves, but in our Creator’s. He sees us at our best and at our worst, and He loves us still.

And so also should we.

You are not your failures or your successes. You are you. It is the true you that can grow.

Thank you for reading. Have you ever experienced an event that made you more self aware? Please share with us. It might encourage someone.

My Questions in the Light of You

I’ve got so many Questions
many things I can’t deduce
Everyone thinks they’ve got the answers
And it makes me think, “What’s the use?
Must I believe everything they say,
Accepting what they say is true?
What if they’re wrong?
What do You think I should do?”

Maybe someday I’ll get the answers
to the questions that fill my mind
May not be now, or even tomorrow
Or after ten more years are left behind

Maybe I’ll get to ask You these questions
on the Day We finally meet
Maybe by then, my quest for understanding
will finally be complete.

Or maybe…

Maybe…

Maybe by then I would be overtaken
By your Awesomeness and Beauty
the Questions may just fade away
into mere inconsequentiality
Compared to You, my questions are nothing
just a chasing after the wind
‘Cause all I’ll need to know, You’ll tell me
So I can be all You made me to be.

You know what?
I think I’ll just start gazing at You right now.

(Originally written Jan 21, 2014)

Teach me, Lord Jesus

Some people are reading
their Bibles each day.
They’re learning how God works
And what He would say.
They’re growing and feeding
On Heavenly Food.
Lord, teach me to study
That I may think like You would.

Some people are praying
And seeking His face.
They’re gaining direction
And strengthening in Grace.
He’s sharpening and pruning them
Enlightening their gaze.
Lord, teach me to pray
that I may follow your ways.

Some people are serving
The Lord with their all.
They’re giving their best
‘Cause they’ve answered His call.
They’re spreading the Gospel
And doing what He pleases.
Lord, teach me to serve
As you want me to, Jesus

May I be Your sacrifice, given to You, living to please You in all that I do.
That I may be Your gift to all; to Gentile and Jew, ’cause You’re all that matters, Jesus. It’s true.

Amen.



Amen.

‘Along the Way’ is Coming!

Hi there! I’ve got a new book coming, and I’m really excited to share it with you.

Along the Way is a compilation of some creative pieces and lessons I’ve learnt in my walk with God over the years. I’ve learnt to see life as one big treasure hunt that God has placed before us, with new mercies every morning and treasures every day. With eyes open wide in wonder and hearts impressionable to His Word, there is so much He’ll show us along the way.

My dear friends at Householder Publishing are providing opportunities to pre-order the book in paperback form, so head on over to pre-order a copy. A book like this should definitely be in your library, I can assure you of that.

The digital copy/ebook is also available for pre-order over at Selar, so head on over to Selar to order a copy.

For more details, check out the book page right at this link.

Thank you so much!

God for the rest of us

Many times He’s called the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, but these three men had very different stories. But theirs are pictures that many of us can identify with, showing a God Who is not ashamed to be identified with us and our past.

There’s this thing I read in a book called Changed into His Likeness by Watchman Nee that really revolutionized my understanding of how God came for each and every one of us. Take a look, you just might identify.

Throughout the Scriptures, ever notice how when speaking to the Israelites God is referred to as the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. It meant a lot to the Israelites because these guys were their ancestors. It was a reminder that the very same God that did awesome wonders in their ancestors’ day was very much alive and well with them.

But then these three guys were very much unlike one another. They each represent different personalities and show how God interacts with different kinds of people, and with us at different stages of our growth.

Abraham and Isaac

Abraham was the father of faith himself. Right off the bat, as soon as we meet him, God’s calling him to take a giant step of faith and Abraham (then called Abram) obeys. This man had a very amazing and exemplary walk with God. He experienced miracles, lived prosperously and fought and won battles all by God’s strength. See, God had a covenant relationship with Abraham that gave him an edge.
Abraham is like the picture of that stellar child of God. His life is marked with so many exploits and wonders done through God’s favor. He has testimonies of the miracles and wonders God has done in his life, of the many battles he’s won by God’s might. He talks casually about how God is His closest friend and how God reveals secrets to him. He’s that believer we all aspire to be like. If this is where you are in your walk with God, it’s legit, and it’s a good place to be. Oh the adventures you will have in God!

Isaac, however, is majorly known for being Abraham’s son. Not to belittle or invalidate his own experience, but much of what we see him doing is as a result of what his father has already done. His father got a wife for him (Genesis 24:1-67). One time Isaac was going to dig up wells but they were his father had dug years before (Genesis 26:18). He was basically living a life enjoying his father’s inheritance. He had entered into rest by heritage, enjoying the blessing of his father.
Isaac reminds us that, as believers, we have entered into a Victory already purchased for us. The battle has been fought and won, and we’ve been crowned ‘More than Conquerors’ through our Father Who loves us. All our accomplishments in Him are based on what He’s provided already. We won’t be speaking cliche when, like Paul, we say, “I am what I am by the grace of God.” (1 Corinthians 15:10)
This understanding is very important so that our confidence is never in the exploits wrought by our hands, but in Him Who birthed us. Always.

Meet Jacob

But Jacob … now here’s a real zinger of a story. Jacob was the quintessential picture of a hustler if there ever was one. He tricked his brother, Esau, into selling his birthright (Genesis 25:29-34), he tricked his father into bestowing his blessing upon him instead of Esau (Genesis 27:1-40), and he later tricked his uncle Laban into giving him the best majority of his herd (Genesis 30:25-43). He got tricked too, like any hustler has experienced, but he owned those scars. He went through life winning seemingly by his efforts, with the wisdom of the world. He had street-smarts, and they had worked for him for so long.
But then many years later, his brother, whom he’d swindled out of his birthright, was on his way. For the first time, the trickster was said to be greatly afraid (Genesis 32:7)
Jacob was so scared that he sent part of his family ahead in case Esau was ready to kill him, so they’d get killed first.
The night before their fateful meeting, Jacob fought with God. Or an angel of God, it’s not explicitly clear, but it’s heavily implied that it was God in human form (Genesis 32:24-32). They fought until daybreak. Jacob’s thigh got dislocated out of joint, leaving him with a limp for the rest of his days.
“Let me go,” the Angel of the Lord said.
“Bless me!” Jacob cried. “I won’t let you go unless You bless me!”
And God blessed him and gave him a new name: Israel. Jacob went on that morning to meet his brother, ready for the worst, but Esau instead embraced him.

Jacob is like the rest of us

I’ve come to love Jacob’s story because while most of us are not like him, he’s like so many of us. We may not all have tricked our way to the top, but we’ve all gone through circumstances that looked like we had to work our way out of. We’ve all had those times when we’ve come to depend on our efforts because they’re what have come through for us. We can relate better with the physical reality of the works of our hands than the faith the Bible speaks of.
Everyone of us will come to that wrestling place. It may be a difficult circumstance that causes us to realise that the arm of flesh can only go so far, as we start to wrestle in our minds with the idea that we really can’t do everything on our own. The question that’s played at the back of our minds comes to the fore: “Where has God been all this time? Is He even there?”
And in the midst of this, God is telling us to let go. Let go of the right to understand or work your way out of everything and depend on Him. We really can’t get beyond that difficulty by our effort. All He asks — all He expects of us — is to trust Him. To trust that He loves us enough and is powerful enough to get us through.
It’s a wrestle because letting go is a hard decision. It may leave us with a limp, like Jacob. The limp isn’t physical, but it’s a reminder that we will always need His help. It would be a constant reminder that you may have been able to sort out everything else by your abilities, but there are some things you know are way beyond you and show you need God’s help. It’s humbling, trust me. But like Jacob, that’s the only way we’re getting out of that fight.
Even the Apostle Paul had his own ‘limp’, but he called it a thorn in the flesh (2 Corinthians 12:7). He prayed and prayed, asking God to take it away. But you know what God said?

My grace is sufficient for thee, for My Strength is made perfect in weakness.

Can I put this in perspective? One of my pastors, Dr Samuel Oyeyinka, once put it this way. Do you realise that, to this day, no one can fully decipher Paul’s ‘thorn in the flesh’? Some have speculated that it was an eye defect because Paul once wrote about having to write in BIG LETTERS (Galatians 6:11), though that could have just been for emphasis. Some said it was the pain of constantly being persecuted. Some suggest it may have been loneliness from his singleness. Or, who knows, maybe it was a literal thorn that was lodged in his flesh! (creepy picture, I know)

Whatever it was, it was something so difficult that The Paul, writer of two-thirds of the New Testament texts, kept asking God why He didn’t take it away. That was his wrestle with God. This ‘thorn’ could have been any of many things but we really don’t know for sure what it was!
Why?
Now this is the best part.
It shows that, whatever it may have been, God’s strength and grace overshadowed it so much that it didn’t become an issue anymore! It was a constant reminder to Paul that he really needed God’s help, but to others Paul was just fine, even super-fine.

It did not impede Paul from fulfilling God’s intent for his life. Whatever this thorn may have been, Paul was still able to say at the end of his life, “I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:” (2 Timothy 4:7)
Because Paul trusted His life to God, God helped him walk despite his limp.
Wow!

The God of Jacob

Jacob came out of the fight with a new name, Israel. But do you notice that God was still referred to, more often than not, as the God of Jacob and not simply the God of Israel? Do you see how God was not ashamed to be associated with Jacob, with all of his crooked past?
It’s a reminder that, when we commit our lives to God, our past, present and future are committed to Him. He’s not ashamed to be identified with our past because not only has it been a part of who we’ve become, but He’s going to work it out into His beautiful glorious future for us. You would look back and see the beautiful thread God weaved through and out of that past. In the pain and hurts, He would strengthen you so you can even be a comfort to another going through theirs.

He’s not ashamed to be identified with our past…

This is why Paul would say, “Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon Me.” (2 Cor. 12:9)

My limitations are a reminder that God is able to help me. When I face my own thorns, those situations where I still have questions, I’ve come to a place where I deliberately commit them to God. It’s not always easy, but I’m willing to trust that if I trust Him with the parts of life I find difficult, He would help me walk. By His strength and grace I will walk on water with Him. Where I limp, I’ll trust He’ll help me walk. And if I get overwhelmed by the waves, I know He’ll carry me.

I’m learning to live from that place always, not just when I face difficult circumstance. When I’m weak and aware of my weakness, I’m at my strongest (2 Cor 12:10) because He has more license to work!
And, like Don Moen’s song, my heart constantly sings…
Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I’ve been through
Use it for Your glory
Lord, I offer my days To You
Lifting my praise To You
As a living sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life.

Abrahams have learnt this lesson of trusting God, early. That’s why they have such a close walk with God. That’s why God can do so much through them.
This, trusting in God, is the only life Isaacs know because Abrahams taught them. But they, like we all, will come to points where we have no choice but to trust God. A literal moment of truth. It stretches us, but it builds our faith.
We tend to define Christian life based on the Abrahams and Isaacs, but don’t forget that even the Jacobs are special to God. He also wants to be identified with their journey, to show forth His glory and awesomeness through their story. We all come into His plans through the door of faith, trusting in Him. He meets us right where we are.
Right where you are.

Faith is like coming to a cliff. Our Father calls us to step off. Our common sense tells us to stay on solid ground, and we wrestle. But when we trust Him and step off, we land in His arms.

The more we step off of these cliffs, the better we know the One waiting to catch us. Over and over again.

Let me finish…

Let’s bring this home, shall we?
  • Abraham shows us that we can have a close walk with God, and that we would see His strength and might working through us.
  • Isaac reminds us that we’ve come into an inheritance we did not work for. Christ provided everything that we would need for life and godliness. Our part is to trust Him, receive what He’s done, and walk.
  • Jacob reminds us that there’s a point where the strength and knowledge we’ve always known would not be enough. In those places where we see we have to trust God, we come to see His power at work in us and for us. The ‘limp’ may remain, but it’s an opportunity to see His strength in us.
No matter where you are, God came for you. In every stage, we’ll always be reminded of our need for God, and of how He’s enough and more than enough for us. He is committed to making your life a living example of all He can do.

And that’s why He’s not ashamed, but really excited, to be known in the mouths of the people as the God of (insert your name)!




Thanks for reading!

Who do you identify best with? Abraham? Isaac? Jacob? A mixture? Have you ever had your wrestling moments with God? Kindly share in the comments. You just might encourage someone 😊

Walking Stories

Ever since my Mum bought a new car, I’ve not seen vehicles the same way. It’s also changed the way I see people too.

Ever since my Mum bought a new car, I’ve not seen vehicles the same way. But it’s also changed the way I see people too.

Her previous vehicle was an automatic engine and it served us for many years. But then we hit the age-old challenge of having an American model car without having mechanics that were trained to work with its engine. So each time we took the car for repairs each mechanic would fix it to the best of his ability, but not necessarily to the car’s specifications. And, little by little, the car just kept getting worse like you wouldn’t believe. One time a mechanic, after working on it for hours, called it a day and told us the best person to fix it would be whoever fixed it last. It all came to a head when my Mum decided that she had had enough and was willing to just sell it and buy a new car.

Now my Mum can be very determined. Once she’s decided on something God help whatever stands in her way. For almost two months after her car was sold she walked and moved around by public transport, choosing that over repairing the vehicle one more time. In that time she sought information on getting a new and more serviceable car. And, thank God, she got one towards the end of last year.

I’m still getting used to seeing the new car. Twice I’ve almost opened the doors of strangers’ cars and had to apologise because I’d thought they were my Mum’s car! But anytime I do see her new car, I don’t see it’s make or colour or engine. I see my Mum’s experiences in trying to fix the old car over and over again. I see the two months she had to move around and all she went through without a car, even on very sunny days. I see the many attempts she made in going to car dealerships to compare and decide on which one she could afford.
It’s more than just a car. It’s a story in itself.

And now when I see cars and buses on the road, I think of the stories they’ve been through. The Mercedes over there may have been shipped in six years ago and exchanged owners twice. The BMW behind me may have been driven past the border all the way from Cotonou. The Sienna that just whizzed past may be making that scraping noise because it has to pass through roads that are more pothole than road, every single day. Every vehicle is a story in itself, and is in the course of many more.

Walking People, Walking Stories

I realise that people are kinda like that too. Each person I meet is in the course of their own stories and are the product of some experiences too. No single person, from acquaintance to random stranger to the lady at the checkout stand, no one is just a prop in the middle of our respective stories. They have their hurts, their pains, their doubts and worries, their concerns. They also bear victories and joys, hopes and dreams, likes and passions. They’ve got thoughts and priorities, preferences and distastes, opinions and points of view.

It teaches me that everyone is different and special. Someone is going through a tragedy, another in a comedy, another is at the beginning of a romance or even a grass-to-riches story … they just may not know it yet. The average day can feel like a mix of a billion genres, I can tell you that.
No one is just ordinary. We are truly privileged to be living at the same time in history with the beauty of stories hidden in people-packages.
It’s a true privilege to exist with you, dear reader.
When we understand the wealth of time and experiences locked up in each individual we realise what an honour and privilege it is to be able to interact with them.

And as people are Walking Stories, so also are you. Your life may feel like a mix of genres, or even be in a place you cannot determine or understand. But don’t ever forget that you’re not just one in a million faces. You are different. You are special. Your experiences are valid.

God thinks so. And that’s why He’s intentional about making you the best you were meant to be. It’s why He gave His life for you, so that you could receive and be free from everything that could ever hold you down. He gives meaning to our lives and, in His eyes, we can see others as He does.

That’s one of the beauties that we realise when we come to see how God sees us all, and just what it means in the larger cosmic scheme of things when people meet and their stories coalesce or bump against each other. One interaction can alter the course of a person’s day or even their life, and influence how they interact with others as well. The battles you may be fighting now may make you wiser and stronger so you could better advice someone else fighting the same battle. You may not realise it now, but your perseverance now will not only aid your victory but also that of others that will meet you someday.

God is not lax about your life and experiences. It’s just like when Paul called Him the ‘God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. (2 Corinthians 1:4)
He knows what you’re going through and is able and willing to work it all out for your good.

If I had one more chance…

If I had just one chance to wrap this up, here’s what I’d tell you:

Value people. They are much more than they seem.

  • You are special.

  • Your story is valid and rich with so much. You are a treasure.

  • God loves you.

  • You may not have determined how your story has been, but you can enjoy the rest. Like Joyce Meyer says, you may be a product of your past, but you don’t have to be a prisoner of it.

    There’s so much else to say, but I think these cover it. Working on this article reminded me of a 2009 song by Kutless called ‘Sea of Faces.’ I love the lyrics so much and it’s still one of my dearest songs (admittedly, my taste in music is frozen in time at 2012-ish, so most of my favourite songs came before that time 🙈)

    Sea Of Faces”

    I see the city lights all around me
    Everyone’s obscure
    Ten million people each with their problems
    Why should anyone care

    And in Your eyes I can see
    I am not just a man, vastly lost in this world
    Lost in a Sea of Faces
    Your body’s the bread, Your blood is the wine
    Because you traded Your life for mine

    Sometimes my life it feels so trivial
    Immersed in the greatness of space
    Yet somehow you still find the time for me
    It’s then You show me Your love

    And In Your eyes I can see
    And in Your arms I will be
    I am not just a man, vastly lost in this world
    Lost in a Sea of Faces
    Your body’s the bread, Your blood is the wine
    Because you traded Your life for mine

    If only my one heart
    Was all you’d gain from all it cost
    Well I know you would have still been a man
    With a reason
    To willingly offer your life

    I am not just a man, vastly lost in this world
    Lost in a Sea of Faces
    Your body’s the bread, Your blood is the wine
    Because you traded Your life for mine

    Just one in a million faces

    An Afterword

    The themes of this article reminded me a lot of my novel, Portal. Its still available for download here, or to read on Okadabooks, or Amazon if that’s more your speed.

    Thanks for coming by. See you next time!

    Back to the BASICS

    When my stylus pen stopped working, I thought I had to wait to get another one before getting anything done…until I realised I’d always had another way out.

    I’d just got some new illustration commissions and I was so excited to get right on them. It didn’t matter that I was going to be doing a bit of travelling for my other job ’cause I would still have my laptop and WACOM tab with me to continue the drawing and painting at night. Life was good. Nothing could go wrong.
    At least that’s what I thought until I realised my stylus pen was not working. Way to jinx it, Emmanuel 🙄.
    For a while it felt as though I really had no other option but to buy another stylus, and I’d heard it was really expensive. Come to think of it, as I write this, I haven’t really tried to find out the price of a new stylus pen. I probably should get right on that 🤔.

    Anyway, the illustration commissions were at a standstill for a while until I realised that, hey, I used to do this illustration thingie for years, long before I even got a WACOM tab. Until I get a new stylus I could go back to my old way of doing things.
    This old way involved drawing with a pencil on paper, inking the lines with a dark pen, scanning with a scanner, and coloring on a computer with software like CorelDraw or Photoshop. I call this technique DISC (draw, ink, scan, color). It’s been ages since I last tried this, but now it seemed like the only option. And it was a good one too!

    And as I did, I realised why I used to enjoy doing this back then. With the WACOM tab, I was limited by the size of my computer screen, but now I had a more spacious field. With the WACOM, I had to keep my eyes on the screen while drawing on a blank touch pad, but with the raw paper I could see what I was drawing as I was drawing it.
    Don’t get me wrong. I’d pick the WACOM method in a heartbeat if it were available. It’s much easier and faster to edit and color  digitally. Now there was no more Ctrl+Z-ing the mistakes ’cause this time I had to use an actual real life eraser. Once the pencil work was done I could ink it and make the lines clearer before finally erasing the foundational pencil lines. It was a bit longer, but I enjoyed it too.
    This whole experience taught me some things:

    • The pencil lines were the first on the page, but they would be erased when the darker inks are drawn. They remind me of all the people that have added to and helped me along the way into becoming the person I am today. I am grateful because people like these are God’s gift to me. Others may not see these support systems when they see me, but I’m learning to appreciate them because I’m here because of them.
    • It teaches me to appreciate process. Finished products are the result of processing and building, of drawing and erasing, of planning and replanning and editing and so on. While I can still have the finished product in my mind’s eye (and rightly so) I should be patient with the process. As God adds to me and shows me things that should be erased, as I realise my pencil (the way I’ve been doing things) is getting blunt and may need to be sharpened, I am learning to appreciate the process. Process builds with patience.
    • I am also learning that there is always a way out. Sure I didn’t have my WACOM tab to draw, but I had a pack of A4 sheets and a scanner. I could always fall back to that. I’m learning that, no matter how much of a dead end things seem, there is always a way out. Sometimes what we need to learn is not to let lack make us forget what we actually have.
    • In my walk with God, I’m also learning not to get so used to new ways of doing things, or to results, that I forget the core principles. The reason I can excel in creativity or represent Christ in any way is not because of charisma, but because of what Christ is doing in me. The Gospel of Christ — that Message of what God did to put His life in us so we can be and do all He made us to be and do — is the core on which I stand. In the times when I’m becoming overwhelmed or side-tracked by how things may look, I’m learning to look to Christ. He is at the Centre. The Gospel is the core. I’m learning to go back to the basics, and to stand there and grow from there.
    • And I really should go find out the cost of a new stylus pen. Procrastination isn’t doing me any good. It could actually be more affordable than I assumed, and maybe I’m making myself suffer for no reason!
      But seriously now, suffering or not, I’m actually learning a lot and I look forward to the finished work.

    Thanks for reading! Have you ever had to adjust your way of getting things done? How did it go for you? Please share in the comments.

    Thank you!

    P.S.: It’s my first post this year, so ‘Happy New Year’ greetings are in order 😁